Living in a world in which small things do not make sense, I learned to appreciate everything. I've been through sad and happy moments. I know what it means to suffer and to not suffer. I realized this thing on 30 th of july. When I lost some important persons at 6 am in a car accident. Everything was strange. I could not realize what happened. But, in those moments, even if the sadness did not dissapear... everything is fine.